How will I live? My favorite topic that comes to mind.

How will I live? My favorite topic that comes to mind.
There would have been many resolutions that would not be remembered if they had not been used.
Right now, you don't have to think about the past.  

On a large scale, it seems that until the age of thirty-five, he had a lot of worries and irritations, and emphasized realistic and strategic goals such as winning a lot of awards.

It was in my late thirties that I thought I should get out of my spec.
It was a great transformation of perception. I got rid of a lot of pain.

It is very difficult to share this experience with juniors who are not 40 years old.
It's confusing whether it's a universal development of human beings or just me or a presumptuous intervention, and whether it's reading a book that helps you in life or meeting people, life is up to you.

in one's 40s and into the connection of dots
Until he was in his mid-40s, he enjoyed the pleasure of greatly expanding his experiences and relationships.

The reason why I became serious about books and myself as I turned fifty is because
I think it's the second major transformation in my life.
For now, if there is no particular inflection point, I think I will grow old as it is.
To that end, I decided to explore and organize my thoughts for about three years to plan this summer.

After about half a year, let's wrap it up in the middle

The title of Kim Eun-ho's novel with the same title that was released this year. ("The Needle Hair" refers to an objective trout that was dragged through a hook, flying into the sky right before it was caught, doing aerial projections, pulling off the hooks that were caught in the mouth with all their might and running away.)
As I read this book and learned this word, I got an important hint in life. This is what the usefulness of reading is like.

The biggest advantage of reading is that I can do what I want on my own. There is nothing to ask and nothing to be chased.

It is wise to reduce human relationships while expanding the amount of reading.

People close to books are relatively fine.
People who stay away from books are bored and prejudiced.

The experience of reading a book and meeting the author or meeting the author and reading a book is a great pleasure.

Covering the long question of whether there is any way to make a living through books, and tentatively concluding that you do not have to make a living through books, the degree of freedom was much higher.

Reading books has made me think about the maximums and limits of my potential. Figuring out the topic.
Two keywords were derived with needle hair.